Sunday, June 28, 2009

Quarrel + Argue

昨天,你那“毫不留情”
我狠狠的走开了,
那时候的我
会有一种火气的感觉,
不让我往后看
不让我退后走上楼梯,
但却让我回忆到我们的以前时光

我很惊讶,你上网向我道歉
我都一直以为,
你会上网诉苦,
或者是在MSN上留言,
但是我倒反了,
说实话,
你这次的blog post,
我不像以前那样,看着你的blog会紧张,
这次也不会再担心你写些担心的事情

我知道,你那“嫉妒”的心,
但也希望,别拿自己和其他人比一比看了,
之前你一直不断地问我“为什么为什么为什么”
虽然我答得出,但你自己还是陷入迷糊

其实你现在的blog, 已经做到了我昨天对你说的话,
真的就这么简单,
没有写到暴力,没有太激动地动作
没有严重的写法,和冷静的看看和写自己的感想( blog )
我要的,你做到了,
现在是到我了

人家会这么说你,因为是今天这个blog的圈子外面,
知道这个圈子多大,但是不知道里面能容纳什么,
一句话,我单纯的说出,自己也不怎么成熟,这个我就得自己加油了

看到你这么写,我整个人也静了下来,
头脑也想着“抛开脑后吧,是时候弥补和纠正自己了”

Monday, June 15, 2009

1. Real name : Soon Kun Ming
2. Nickname(s) : Ah Ming, iLLuSiON, xxmingXXX [ in-game nick ]
3. Age : 19
4. horoscope : Cancel
5. Male or female : Male
6. Elementary : Tadika Benta, Pahang
7.Middle school: SJK(C) Benta, K.Lipis
8. High School : SMK Benta, K.Lipis
9. College School : UCSI Uni
10. Hair colour : black
11.Long or short : short
12:Loud or quiet: depends on situation lOlx
13.Sweats or jeans: ????
14. phone or camera : phone onli, hope to get wiv camera function together lol
15.Health freak: asmah, bt havent present until nw
16.Drink or Smoke :Drink
17.Do you have a crush on someone: nope
18:Eat or drink : BOTH =X
19.Piercings: none
20.Tattoons: none
021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or Lefty: Right
023. First piercing: nope
024. First relationship: Form 3? lol
025. First Best Friend: KKO
026. First Award: DDR dacing pad
027. First Kiss: bluek
028. First Pet: Chick
029. First Big Vacation: dunno yet
030. First Love at First Sight: dunno
031. First Big Birthday: 12 years old, wanna plan for bigger? lol
032. First Surgery: head part, drop n kena my head during standard 3 i think
033. First sport you joined: Basketball / Ping pong cant rmb
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Watermelon juice
035. Rock or Rap: Both
036. Country or Screamo: both
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: ??
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: ahh?? =.=
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: both
041. TV or Internet: Both
042. Playstation or xbox: Desktop
043. Kiss or hug: both
044. Iguana or turtle: =.=~~ nope nope
045. Spider or bee: same as above
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: BitComet
048. Soccer or baseball: badminton
049. Eating: Dove chocalate
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: not sure
052. I'm about to: preparing midi homework + mid term!! @@
053. Listening to: hw long i can complete this tag =.=!!
054. Plan for today: complete this tag LOL!!!!
055. Waiting for:ok no joke, sem break
056. Energy level: weak
057. Thinking of someone: yeap
058. Want kids: yeap
059. Want to get married: yeap
060. When: 10 years
061. How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
062. Any name in mind: gt
063. What did you want to be when you were little: er.. polis -.-
064. Careers in mind: performer + traveller
065. Mellow future or wild: wild yeah
066. Something you would never try: no think abt it
067. When do you want to die: wei =.=!!
068. Lips or Eyes: both
069. Romantic or Funny: Combine
070. Shorter or Taller: ~~ ppl know me as known lolx
071. Protective or Caring: both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: both
074. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: ??
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: ?????
077. Muscular or Normal: fat a bit frm nw
078. Kissed a stranger: = =
079. Broken a bone: tried last time, no way
080. Lost glasses or contacts: tried glass, no way for both
081. Ran away from home: no think oso
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no
083. Killed somebody: zZz
084. Broken someone's heart: no
085. Had your heart broken: yeap
086. Been arrested: in-game tried
087. Cried when someone died: grandparents
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: ??
089. Yourself: Blur Blur ppl
090. Miracles: hmm dunno
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: is at upside
093. Santa Claus: happy departing my roof lol
094. Tooth fairy: where is my award of tooth? lol
095. Kiss in the first date:
096. Angels: Angel n Demons [Cinema!!]
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeap
098. Happy with where you're in life now?:yeap, could be better
099. Do you believe in God?: hard to explain
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 ppl


ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen

Happy answering =X LOLx!!
1. The person who tagged you is:
Shir-Ley

2.Your reltionship with her/him is :
Nice friend + classmate [ETS] lOlx

3.Your 1st impression of her/him is :
diciplinful + cute

4.The most memorable moments with she/he is:
hmm i think we sing k tat time after graduate ETS? All of us crazy lolx

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
huh? gt, u r tall =.=!! <- LOL!!

6.If he/she becomes your lover:
nope nope, we r friends

7.If he/she became your lover, what he/she improve that:
prove tat she is talk-active n crazy WAKAKAA =P

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
huh? what is enemy stand for? Between this nvr c this word in my dictionary =.=??


9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
okie no joke, mayb is my words direct hurt her or misunderstanding

10.The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
err hav a fun moment of enjoy music in violin-piano? lolx

11.your overall impression on him/her is:
nice person, easy to make friend

12.The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
make myself no free time n keep kacao friends or others LOL

13.The most ideal person you want to be is:
Nice performer + Teacher

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
sometimes i shy to talk, bt i wil do in action in real life to proof i love u all

15.Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you :

ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan


16.Who is 6 having a relationship with:
Temporary, no, bt i try to find out =X LOL!! <- geh boh

17.Is 9 a male or a female
Female

18.What is 2 studying at the moment?
Degree Music Course

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Celine

20.What kind of music does 8 like?
er~~ rock n roll? any fast song i think lol

21.Does 1 have any siblings?
yea, 2 bro n 2 sis

22. Is 4 single?
yes

23.What is the surname of 5?
Gee

24. What's the hobby of 3?
Playing music + joking + online

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
yayaa

26. Where is 10 studying at?
UCSI University

27.Say something casual about your eyes:
although i get soft short-sighteness, bought dy 2 specs bt no wear at last

28 Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
=.= we r same genre =.= no way

29. Where does 9 live?
omg i forgt where she live, later update lolx

30. What colour does 4 like?
err shining colour? @@

31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
hmm considered? hard to describe lol

32. Does 2 like 7?
yea, they joke wiv each other lolx

33. How did you get to know 8?
the 1st moment we entry Uni, we r the same class tat time lol

34. Does 3 have any pets?
Dogs as i know

35.Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Wahh jia wen~ =X!!

36. Are you sexy?
=.=!! n o p e

37. What am i doing now?
complete tag [ stil gt 1 more ahhh] + midi software input

Im tagging the following :

ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Shirley <- if can ask baz lol
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan

Tat's all tagging~ Thanks for reading + complete the tag ya xD


Friday, June 12, 2009

考试!!! [Mid-Term]

聊天时
我没看着你那溜溜的眼睛,
当我再陶醉在浪漫的大自然之中和你聊天地;

弹琴时
我会一直重复的弹奏歌曲
想让你知道,有时候,我也会做错希望能更改到能给到最好的;

安静时
看看会以前的信息和记录
自然的从不理不睬变成大开玩笑

写blog时
不会一直重复的写一样的内容,
让大家能继续的期待下篇文章的出炉! !



Ahhh 今天一大早就起身去学校上课了,而且还把面包“我的早餐 T.T",还没吃到一口就去上课了。我们都知道老师都比较严格的,只要5分钟后还没出席,老师就点我们“late", 只要是10-15 分钟后都没有出席,老师就点我们“absent" ... 别开玩笑。。我们的考试会因为"attendent" 而被 bar frm exam zZz~~~ aiz~~ 不过今天老师没有来,而上学路途中还遇到同班同学打招呼并且和我说今天没有上课呢 zZz

so sudden dun hav class today @@ anyway~~ i think english is much more faster to blog coz.. im reli sleepy T.T come on few of it onli, jz do it! xD



Mid - Term is on next week, hav to prepare n well-known these time-table:


17 / 6 Wed : Intro. Music History exam
18/6 Thurs: Aural Dictation Exam
19/6 Fri : Aural Practical Exam

Unknown date :
Theory 1,
Midi 1,

SUCCESS~!!! xD!!!

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

解绳~

异样的惊喜,
让你受惊呀,害怕,
但确实解开了这一星期的绳结

起点再度开始,
风风雨雨在所不辞!


Omg today wake up too early.. actually my class is 10am bt i wake up at 8.20 ( thought is 9am gt class...) make me too tention abt it n rush to sch ahhhh zZz~~ havent finish the assignment for the calss yet.. stil gt few pages to do @@!! today jz finish dy 3-4 pages, 2-3 pages nid to go on, tmr onli continue, nw rest for blogging n waiting ~~~~ heheee =X

Wahh today finish dy major class, teacher is nt tat fiece n mayb im normal for tat dy lol recall baz tat last time i jz end class, nearly wan to cry coz of the strictness of it =.=!! finally finish 1 song for this week, next song is Polichinelle hav to go, come i wil defeat u!! LOL!! =P =P!!


today my bubei come to my house~ finally she can come to find me n reli~~ very happy to meet her wakakaa xD but hor, she stil wan to help me pack room zZz my room..... hard to describe, i going to class abt 1 1/2 hours onli baz, she oso havent pack finish @@ nvmind i help her to pack oso, bt i wan pack myself geh ar.. reli mm hou yi shi wan ppl help me pack lolx but she go baz coz of some inconvinient, she wil baz at night, nw stil waiting + blogging lolx

Connection today reli.... bad for me, cant hav a constant ping "FPS" all the time, jz 小气 then go to do other else things no nid to use a stable connection lolx chatting wiv Shirley + wai kuan + cs teammate to pass time + doing assignment @@


i think tat's all for today gua, anything then i post again WAKAKAKAAa~~

Monday, June 08, 2009

Start Blogging? o.o??

它真的。。。不再“嘟嘟”的响起,
也不再打扰;
不再突然间的被它的铃声吓坏
也不再提心吊胆的接电话了

自己要求的,如愿以偿已经如愿以偿,真的会觉得好过些?
还是会困扰在之中?犹豫。。



Hmm tmr is 2nd times quiz for Intro. Music History.. bt i stil blur blur abt the whole topic n gonna memories which 1 zZz ohh swt @@!! hahaa i wil study it again b4 the quiz tmr (1.00pm), GAMBATEH!!!

Really, return to home is the best feeling to me. Parents gt "special" carez, gt special treat to me, special dishes, n oso dun forget, i hav to help dad to work oso aaaaa zZ @@!! Wakakaa but i can meet again my whole family + my bro who study at outstation ( Klang ) n he is holiday nw. We ply game together, work together + chit chat nonsense together lolx~ but reli, stil feel tat my sister is boring at home coz she is the onli girl in member, hmm gotta buy something for her? giv something to her? i wil look it on lOlx

okie end at here first, dun wanna slp late, after this nid to continue study + tmr 8.00am gt class @@!! AHhhhh stil cant get myself wake up tat early coz last sems the earliest class is 12.00pm T.T!! hw oso wanna force myself to wake, use 2 alarm clocks to wake aaaaaaaaa Let's Move to History Paper!!! xD!!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

钢琴上

何时有我五百二十万.零一千.三百.一十四个键盘,

让坐在钢琴前的两人,

用着食指

一,二,三,

同声共气的数去

黑白的琴键也因此化成闪亮的星星

居住在两人的心中

直到音乐的消失直到一千三百..

一十四..

Monday, December 25, 2006

思念你的[圣诞节]

思念你的[圣诞节]

窗外
圆圆滑溜溜的小冰棒
从高空没背着降落伞
掉落在雪堆上

望着窗外
成千上万的小粒米儿
手掌上捧着杯暖乎乎的茶杯
这场雪
会下多久?

结冰了的湖,
我想拿来当自己的镜子;
雪白的树木,
想带回家自己独一无二的圣诞树;
微笑的雪人,
想把它当成我聊天的伙伴...

孤零零的一人
家中少了你
一切如改头换面的房子
没笑
没闹...

到底在
望着什么?

不曾幻想
圣诞老人的到来
家徒四壁,没得温饱..
不曾想象
小叮当的到来
八宝袋竹蜻蜓都拒绝
我要在这等待
等着她
的归来
一同渡过这温暖的
圣诞...





这应该是今年最后一贴的吧..
明年再续..
给给感想吧,
多多指教噢...
圣诞节快乐!


.~*.:^%Ming%^:.*~.

Monday, September 04, 2006

心...

慚弱的心
熔化在黑暗之中..
無選擇
無方向..


溫暖的心
照出了一道亮光..
帶引你
作出選擇..


開懷的心
把你的心扇打開
讓溫暖的心
陪伴你
作出選擇
找出真正的出路
尋找你的
心..

..::夜::..

静的夜
我只想平平淡淡的渡过

给我个宁静的夜

给我温暖的夜
让我沉睡在
思念之中...

Friday, July 14, 2006

好兄弟..

記得有一天
是難以忘懷
我的好兄弟
已收拾好東西的你
是否做好準備去接受挑戰


坐在“催眠”樂器的我
彈着首樂曲
來懷念
我與你兄弟之間所擁有的快樂時光
那時候
我們是多么快樂 多么興奮
還是天真無邪的小孩
轉眼間
我就得回憶我們之前的時光
為我的好兄弟
彈奏這首
“懷鄉”


不受控制的眼淚
鐵達尼號的墜落
寶藏船的沉沒
漲潮了我的眼淚

我還是盡力去把這首“懷鄉”彈獻給你
輕微的手指頭接觸到琴鍵
微弱的音樂 涌涌而出
正倒帶着你在出發前
我們所聊的每一句祝福語
你總是點點頭, 微微笑
這也讓我安心了許多


可能
你會比較喜歡外面的情景
可能
你已習慣了那里的生活
但我希望
溫暖的家鄉
能帶你回憶我們兄弟之間的感情
能讓你感受到疼哭的我們
能讓你知道我們
正懷念着你的歸來...

Sunday, July 09, 2006

~ .&*HaPPy ~ BiRThdAY*&.~

<--(點擊“開始”)

手牽手,一起走


哇!今天...
真的不知道該怎么說...
總之..
非常的感謝大家!!!


從早上先去補習
補了大半天終于能就出去
跟朋友在一起
<很少這樣= =>
很感謝你們的禮物啊!! 破費了= =
我都覺的很尷尬....



今天下午的補習班就更勁...
一進到去
就全班喊“生日快樂!!”
老師也是
我....
真的不知道該做出什么動作...
真的謝謝你們啊!!


今天去下午補習班前
我盡然不小心
刮花了人家的車= =...
在離開后心理不安= =
就立刻返回找車主賠罪...
paiseh 咧...
一直說“對不起,對不起..."
haiz..
真的很抱歉啊!!!
我不是故意的!!



晚上跟父母一起出外吃東西
兄弟妹也是
吃完回家后..
全部都吃不下蛋糕了..= =
haha..
反正明天還能吃,就冷藏吧!



電話一直出現“無空間接收新信息”= =
沒辦法..
電話存不到太多信息
抱歉!遲回復了!!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

{}

你要給我的感覺
我是否已經感受到
你要的關懷
沒有能阻止我給你
我會陪你到何時何刻
不在呼時間的長短
雖然我們還沒見面
但我們能相識是我一生中最大的福氣!
你...能感受到我要給你什么嗎?

{}


抬頭看
回憶我同年的時光
是否充滿意義

抬頭看
天空永遠保持這優美的景色
把我的注意力引開去探索它

抬頭看
那面孰的樣貌...
是你嗎?
我...好想你

Sunday, May 28, 2006

思念的力量

此诗作者为 : ~> Dream <~
--> dreamz-dream.blogspot.com <--
blog 还没建,暂时在这儿借个位吧!
<卖个关子,hehe..>
Thanks For Your Poem!


思念的风 随着时间
缓缓向我涌来
向我 展示它的威势
它告诉我
从没有人抵抗他的力量
没人能逃出它的范围


曾经 我不相信思念
认为它毫无力量
只是空虚的幻影
知道有了期待
开始相信
思念


因期待而飞翔的身躯
就因期待而坠落
傲慢的思念
在次向我招手
炫耀着它的实力
它 仍然没改变
不同的只是
我再也不能不相信 思念
再也无法再抵抗它的攻击
脆弱的我
任由思念的风浪侵袭我的思绪
无法反抗
陷入于思念的漩涡中
无法抽身于其中

_____________________________


<花自飘零水自流 一种思念 两处闲愁> 取自,李清照,《一剪梅》

<如果有任何意见请等到以下网子建好后给予你的意见>


此诗作者为 : ~> Dream <~
-->dreamz-dream.blogspot.com <--
blog 还没建,暂时在这儿借个位吧!
<卖个关子,hehe..>
Thanks For Your Poem!

Saturday, May 27, 2006

思念的滋味

此诗作者为 : ~> Dream <~
--> dreamz-dream.blogspot.com <--
blog 还没建,暂时在这儿借个位吧!
<卖个关子,hehe..>
Thanks For Your Poem!

寂寞的夜
侵犯了我的宁静
圆夜下的阴影
令我迷煌
想念的心情
随着微风 一涌而上
远方的你, 可好?


曾与你共度的时光
已成了回忆
后悔当初不把你留下
任由你 飞到天涯每一方
把我抛留在失去在记忆中的荒地

是如此心狠


你带走了你的笑
不舍得留下给我
你已化成风 无声的走了
你找回了我的泪
让我出现我失去已久的泪
以你的笑 换来了我的泪


任由风浪怎么冲洗我的记忆
我永远不愿把你冲洗我的记忆
因为你 我深深体会到
思念的滋味........


<如果有任何意见请等到以下网子建好后给予你的意见>


此诗作者为 : ~> Dream <~
--> dreamz-dream.blogspot.com <--
blog 还没建,暂时在这儿借个位吧!
<卖个关子,hehe..>
Thanks For Your Poem!

致可怜的痞子蔡先生

此诗作者为 : ~> Dream <~
--> dreamz-dream.blogspot.com <--
blog 还没建,暂时在这儿借个位吧!
<卖个关子,hehe..>
Thanks For Your Poem!

有种感觉
说不出
几乎
它就躲在心的最深处
曾经 孤单
曾经 寂寞
不曾有人
尝试打开


多少夜晚
多少白天
那种感觉
仍存在于心中
不呈消失或离去
另人陶醉的心跳


带着身躯
飞入云中
寻找一份真爱
几番努力 挣扎
还是留落于人间
望着天使飞回去群中 无力阻止
爱 是令人如此的 遗憾


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Thursday, May 25, 2006

思念

曾经有人
连年纪也大了
太阳也要熄灭了
地球再也不能容纳人了

他们还不知道
什么是
思念


在一个深夜里

让我认识了你
久而久之
我慢慢了解到
什么是寂寞
什么是孤独
什么是
思念


望着那扇窗外
白鸽在空中翱翔
鸭儿们在水中戏水
茂盛的森林
丰富的草地
那......
你是否
已经来到了这里?



记得当时
我们所拥有的一切回忆
都让我难以忘怀
你的一字一句
都刻在我的脑海里
我仿佛能听见
你那轻柔的声音
看见你那灿烂的笑容
使我不得不去找寻你


乌云已吞没了阳光
小贩们都摆档收摊了
但是
我还是抱着
那一线希望
去寻找你的行踪
没有一条街坊
是没有我的脚印
没有一家门户
是没有探訪过的


有个夜里
我在操场上散步
突然听见
传来一阵隐隐约约的声音

那是我的名字
转身一看
见到你
比从前的笑容
还要灿烂
我身上一道道留下的疤痕
也渐渐失去了
知觉
也紛紛流出了
无情的眼泪......

期待

期待...
对,
我们都在期待..
对方的出现,
引导我们的方向;
给予我们推动力,
让我们不会在一堆烟雾中迷失。
看见无线光彩的未来


船只也会找到它的主人
带领它穿过大海
勇往直前
因为它知道
它信任
主人能带着它闯过所有的困难
冲出危险的风浪


爱情没有方向
因为无所不在
没有界线
限制对对方深厚的爱
没有固定随着时间
而渐渐改变....


期待...
你在期待吗?

Friday, May 12, 2006