昨天，你那“毫不留情”
我狠狠的走开了，
那时候的我
会有一种火气的感觉，
不让我往后看
不让我退后走上楼梯，
但却让我回忆到我们的以前时光
我很惊讶，你上网向我道歉
我都一直以为，
你会上网诉苦，
或者是在MSN上留言，
但是我倒反了，
说实话，
你这次的blog post,
我不像以前那样，看着你的blog会紧张，
这次也不会再担心你写些担心的事情
我知道，你那“嫉妒”的心，
但也希望，别拿自己和其他人比一比看了，
之前你一直不断地问我“为什么为什么为什么”
虽然我答得出，但你自己还是陷入迷糊
其实你现在的blog, 已经做到了我昨天对你说的话，
真的就这么简单，
没有写到暴力，没有太激动地动作
没有严重的写法，和冷静的看看和写自己的感想( blog )
我要的，你做到了，
现在是到我了
人家会这么说你，因为是今天这个blog的圈子外面，
知道这个圈子多大，但是不知道里面能容纳什么，
一句话，我单纯的说出，自己也不怎么成熟，这个我就得自己加油了
看到你这么写，我整个人也静了下来，
头脑也想着“抛开脑后吧，是时候弥补和纠正自己了”
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
1. Real name : Soon Kun Ming
2. Nickname(s) : Ah Ming, iLLuSiON, xxmingXXX [ in-game nick ]
3. Age : 19
4. horoscope : Cancel
5. Male or female : Male
6. Elementary : Tadika Benta, Pahang
7.Middle school: SJK(C) Benta, K.Lipis
8. High School : SMK Benta, K.Lipis
9. College School : UCSI Uni
10. Hair colour : black
11.Long or short : short
12:Loud or quiet: depends on situation lOlx
13.Sweats or jeans: ????
14. phone or camera : phone onli, hope to get wiv camera function together lol
15.Health freak: asmah, bt havent present until nw
16.Drink or Smoke :Drink
17.Do you have a crush on someone: nope
18:Eat or drink : BOTH =X
19.Piercings: none
20.Tattoons: none
021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or Lefty: Right
023. First piercing: nope
024. First relationship: Form 3? lol
025. First Best Friend: KKO
026. First Award: DDR dacing pad
027. First Kiss: bluek
028. First Pet: Chick
029. First Big Vacation: dunno yet
030. First Love at First Sight: dunno
031. First Big Birthday: 12 years old, wanna plan for bigger? lol
032. First Surgery: head part, drop n kena my head during standard 3 i think
033. First sport you joined: Basketball / Ping pong cant rmb
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Watermelon juice
035. Rock or Rap: Both
036. Country or Screamo: both
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: ??
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: ahh?? =.=
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: both
041. TV or Internet: Both
042. Playstation or xbox: Desktop
043. Kiss or hug: both
044. Iguana or turtle: =.=~~ nope nope
045. Spider or bee: same as above
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: BitComet
048. Soccer or baseball: badminton
049. Eating: Dove chocalate
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: not sure
052. I'm about to: preparing midi homework + mid term!! @@
053. Listening to: hw long i can complete this tag =.=!!
054. Plan for today: complete this tag LOL!!!!
055. Waiting for:ok no joke, sem break
056. Energy level: weak
057. Thinking of someone: yeap
058. Want kids: yeap
059. Want to get married: yeap
060. When: 10 years
061. How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
062. Any name in mind: gt
063. What did you want to be when you were little: er.. polis -.-
064. Careers in mind: performer + traveller
065. Mellow future or wild: wild yeah
066. Something you would never try: no think abt it
067. When do you want to die: wei =.=!!
068. Lips or Eyes: both
069. Romantic or Funny: Combine
070. Shorter or Taller: ~~ ppl know me as known lolx
071. Protective or Caring: both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: both
074. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: ??
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: ?????
077. Muscular or Normal: fat a bit frm nw
078. Kissed a stranger: = =
079. Broken a bone: tried last time, no way
080. Lost glasses or contacts: tried glass, no way for both
081. Ran away from home: no think oso
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no
083. Killed somebody: zZz
084. Broken someone's heart: no
085. Had your heart broken: yeap
086. Been arrested: in-game tried
087. Cried when someone died: grandparents
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: ??
089. Yourself: Blur Blur ppl
090. Miracles: hmm dunno
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: is at upside
093. Santa Claus: happy departing my roof lol
094. Tooth fairy: where is my award of tooth? lol
095. Kiss in the first date:
096. Angels: Angel n Demons [Cinema!!]
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeap
098. Happy with where you're in life now?:yeap, could be better
099. Do you believe in God?: hard to explain
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 ppl
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Happy answering ＝Ｘ LOLx！！
2. Nickname(s) : Ah Ming, iLLuSiON, xxmingXXX [ in-game nick ]
3. Age : 19
4. horoscope : Cancel
5. Male or female : Male
6. Elementary : Tadika Benta, Pahang
7.Middle school: SJK(C) Benta, K.Lipis
8. High School : SMK Benta, K.Lipis
9. College School : UCSI Uni
10. Hair colour : black
11.Long or short : short
12:Loud or quiet: depends on situation lOlx
13.Sweats or jeans: ????
14. phone or camera : phone onli, hope to get wiv camera function together lol
15.Health freak: asmah, bt havent present until nw
16.Drink or Smoke :Drink
17.Do you have a crush on someone: nope
18:Eat or drink : BOTH =X
19.Piercings: none
20.Tattoons: none
021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or Lefty: Right
023. First piercing: nope
024. First relationship: Form 3? lol
025. First Best Friend: KKO
026. First Award: DDR dacing pad
027. First Kiss: bluek
028. First Pet: Chick
029. First Big Vacation: dunno yet
030. First Love at First Sight: dunno
031. First Big Birthday: 12 years old, wanna plan for bigger? lol
032. First Surgery: head part, drop n kena my head during standard 3 i think
033. First sport you joined: Basketball / Ping pong cant rmb
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Watermelon juice
035. Rock or Rap: Both
036. Country or Screamo: both
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: ??
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: ahh?? =.=
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: both
041. TV or Internet: Both
042. Playstation or xbox: Desktop
043. Kiss or hug: both
044. Iguana or turtle: =.=~~ nope nope
045. Spider or bee: same as above
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: BitComet
048. Soccer or baseball: badminton
049. Eating: Dove chocalate
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: not sure
052. I'm about to: preparing midi homework + mid term!! @@
053. Listening to: hw long i can complete this tag =.=!!
054. Plan for today: complete this tag LOL!!!!
055. Waiting for:ok no joke, sem break
056. Energy level: weak
057. Thinking of someone: yeap
058. Want kids: yeap
059. Want to get married: yeap
060. When: 10 years
061. How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
062. Any name in mind: gt
063. What did you want to be when you were little: er.. polis -.-
064. Careers in mind: performer + traveller
065. Mellow future or wild: wild yeah
066. Something you would never try: no think abt it
067. When do you want to die: wei =.=!!
068. Lips or Eyes: both
069. Romantic or Funny: Combine
070. Shorter or Taller: ~~ ppl know me as known lolx
071. Protective or Caring: both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: both
074. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: ??
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: ?????
077. Muscular or Normal: fat a bit frm nw
078. Kissed a stranger: = =
079. Broken a bone: tried last time, no way
080. Lost glasses or contacts: tried glass, no way for both
081. Ran away from home: no think oso
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no
083. Killed somebody: zZz
084. Broken someone's heart: no
085. Had your heart broken: yeap
086. Been arrested: in-game tried
087. Cried when someone died: grandparents
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: ??
089. Yourself: Blur Blur ppl
090. Miracles: hmm dunno
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: is at upside
093. Santa Claus: happy departing my roof lol
094. Tooth fairy: where is my award of tooth? lol
095. Kiss in the first date:
096. Angels: Angel n Demons [Cinema!!]
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeap
098. Happy with where you're in life now?:yeap, could be better
099. Do you believe in God?: hard to explain
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 ppl
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Happy answering ＝Ｘ LOLx！！
1. The person who tagged you is:
Shir-Ley
2.Your reltionship with her/him is :
Nice friend + classmate [ETS] lOlx
3.Your 1st impression of her/him is :
diciplinful + cute
4.The most memorable moments with she/he is:
hmm i think we sing k tat time after graduate ETS? All of us crazy lolx
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
huh? gt, u r tall =.=!! <- LOL!!
6.If he/she becomes your lover:
nope nope, we r friends
7.If he/she became your lover, what he/she improve that:
prove tat she is talk-active n crazy WAKAKAA =P
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
huh? what is enemy stand for? Between this nvr c this word in my dictionary =.=??
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
okie no joke, mayb is my words direct hurt her or misunderstanding
10.The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
err hav a fun moment of enjoy music in violin-piano? lolx
11.your overall impression on him/her is:
nice person, easy to make friend
12.The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
make myself no free time n keep kacao friends or others LOL
13.The most ideal person you want to be is:
Nice performer + Teacher
14. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
sometimes i shy to talk, bt i wil do in action in real life to proof i love u all
15.Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you :
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan
16.Who is 6 having a relationship with:
Temporary, no, bt i try to find out =X LOL!! <- geh boh
17.Is 9 a male or a female
Female
18.What is 2 studying at the moment?
Degree Music Course
19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Celine
20.What kind of music does 8 like?
er~~ rock n roll? any fast song i think lol
21.Does 1 have any siblings?
yea, 2 bro n 2 sis
22. Is 4 single?
yes
23.What is the surname of 5?
Gee
24. What's the hobby of 3?
Playing music + joking + online
25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
yayaa
26. Where is 10 studying at?
UCSI University
27.Say something casual about your eyes:
although i get soft short-sighteness, bought dy 2 specs bt no wear at last
28 Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
=.= we r same genre =.= no way
29. Where does 9 live?
omg i forgt where she live, later update lolx
30. What colour does 4 like?
err shining colour? @@
31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
hmm considered? hard to describe lol
32. Does 2 like 7?
yea, they joke wiv each other lolx
33. How did you get to know 8?
the 1st moment we entry Uni, we r the same class tat time lol
34. Does 3 have any pets?
Dogs as i know
35.Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Wahh jia wen~ =X!!
36. Are you sexy?
=.=!! n o p e
37. What am i doing now?
complete tag [ stil gt 1 more ahhh] + midi software input
Im tagging the following :
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Shirley <- if can ask baz lol
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan
Tat's all tagging~ Thanks for reading + complete the tag ya xD
2.Your reltionship with her/him is :
Nice friend + classmate [ETS] lOlx
3.Your 1st impression of her/him is :
diciplinful + cute
4.The most memorable moments with she/he is:
hmm i think we sing k tat time after graduate ETS? All of us crazy lolx
5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
huh? gt, u r tall =.=!! <- LOL!!
6.If he/she becomes your lover:
nope nope, we r friends
7.If he/she became your lover, what he/she improve that:
prove tat she is talk-active n crazy WAKAKAA =P
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
huh? what is enemy stand for? Between this nvr c this word in my dictionary =.=??
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
okie no joke, mayb is my words direct hurt her or misunderstanding
10.The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
err hav a fun moment of enjoy music in violin-piano? lolx
11.your overall impression on him/her is:
nice person, easy to make friend
12.The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
make myself no free time n keep kacao friends or others LOL
13.The most ideal person you want to be is:
Nice performer + Teacher
14. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
sometimes i shy to talk, bt i wil do in action in real life to proof i love u all
15.Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you :
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan
16.Who is 6 having a relationship with:
Temporary, no, bt i try to find out =X LOL!! <- geh boh
17.Is 9 a male or a female
Female
18.What is 2 studying at the moment?
Degree Music Course
19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Celine
20.What kind of music does 8 like?
er~~ rock n roll? any fast song i think lol
21.Does 1 have any siblings?
yea, 2 bro n 2 sis
22. Is 4 single?
yes
23.What is the surname of 5?
Gee
24. What's the hobby of 3?
Playing music + joking + online
25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
yayaa
26. Where is 10 studying at?
UCSI University
27.Say something casual about your eyes:
although i get soft short-sighteness, bought dy 2 specs bt no wear at last
28 Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
=.= we r same genre =.= no way
29. Where does 9 live?
omg i forgt where she live, later update lolx
30. What colour does 4 like?
err shining colour? @@
31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
hmm considered? hard to describe lol
32. Does 2 like 7?
yea, they joke wiv each other lolx
33. How did you get to know 8?
the 1st moment we entry Uni, we r the same class tat time lol
34. Does 3 have any pets?
Dogs as i know
35.Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Wahh jia wen~ =X!!
36. Are you sexy?
=.=!! n o p e
37. What am i doing now?
complete tag [ stil gt 1 more ahhh] + midi software input
Im tagging the following :
ToccateFugse a.k.a Mingy Ming
Shirley <- if can ask baz lol
Adrew Chew
Kevin Ong
Wen Dee
Eunice
Bi Ying
Jia Wen
Rachel
Ying Hui
Celine Tan
Tat's all tagging~ Thanks for reading + complete the tag ya xD
Friday, June 12, 2009
考试！！！ [Mid-Term]
聊天时
我没看着你那溜溜的眼睛，
当我再陶醉在浪漫的大自然之中和你聊天地；
弹琴时
我会一直重复的弹奏歌曲
想让你知道，有时候，我也会做错希望能更改到能给到最好的；
安静时
看看会以前的信息和记录
自然的从不理不睬变成大开玩笑
写blog时
不会一直重复的写一样的内容，
让大家能继续的期待下篇文章的出炉！ !
Ahhh 今天一大早就起身去学校上课了，而且还把面包“我的早餐 T.T"，还没吃到一口就去上课了。我们都知道老师都比较严格的，只要5分钟后还没出席，老师就点我们“late", 只要是10-15 分钟后都没有出席，老师就点我们“absent" ... 别开玩笑。。我们的考试会因为"attendent" 而被 bar frm exam zZz~~~ aiz~~ 不过今天老师没有来，而上学路途中还遇到同班同学打招呼并且和我说今天没有上课呢 zZz
so sudden dun hav class today @@ anyway~~ i think english is much more faster to blog coz.. im reli sleepy T.T come on few of it onli, jz do it! xD
Mid - Term is on next week, hav to prepare n well-known these time-table:
17 / 6 Wed : Intro. Music History exam
18/6 Thurs: Aural Dictation Exam
19/6 Fri : Aural Practical Exam
Unknown date :
Theory 1,
Midi 1,
SUCCESS~!!! xD!!!
我没看着你那溜溜的眼睛，
当我再陶醉在浪漫的大自然之中和你聊天地；
弹琴时
我会一直重复的弹奏歌曲
想让你知道，有时候，我也会做错希望能更改到能给到最好的；
安静时
看看会以前的信息和记录
自然的从不理不睬变成大开玩笑
写blog时
不会一直重复的写一样的内容，
让大家能继续的期待下篇文章的出炉！ !
Ahhh 今天一大早就起身去学校上课了，而且还把面包“我的早餐 T.T"，还没吃到一口就去上课了。我们都知道老师都比较严格的，只要5分钟后还没出席，老师就点我们“late", 只要是10-15 分钟后都没有出席，老师就点我们“absent" ... 别开玩笑。。我们的考试会因为"attendent" 而被 bar frm exam zZz~~~ aiz~~ 不过今天老师没有来，而上学路途中还遇到同班同学打招呼并且和我说今天没有上课呢 zZz
so sudden dun hav class today @@ anyway~~ i think english is much more faster to blog coz.. im reli sleepy T.T come on few of it onli, jz do it! xD
Mid - Term is on next week, hav to prepare n well-known these time-table:
17 / 6 Wed : Intro. Music History exam
18/6 Thurs: Aural Dictation Exam
19/6 Fri : Aural Practical Exam
Unknown date :
Theory 1,
Midi 1,
SUCCESS~!!! xD!!!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
解绳~
异样的惊喜，
让你受惊呀，害怕，
但确实解开了这一星期的绳结
起点再度开始，
风风雨雨在所不辞！
Omg today wake up too early.. actually my class is 10am bt i wake up at 8.20 ( thought is 9am gt class...) make me too tention abt it n rush to sch ahhhh zZz~~ havent finish the assignment for the calss yet.. stil gt few pages to do @@!! today jz finish dy 3-4 pages, 2-3 pages nid to go on, tmr onli continue, nw rest for blogging n waiting ~~~~ heheee =X
Wahh today finish dy major class, teacher is nt tat fiece n mayb im normal for tat dy lol recall baz tat last time i jz end class, nearly wan to cry coz of the strictness of it =.=!! finally finish 1 song for this week, next song is Polichinelle hav to go, come i wil defeat u!! LOL!! =P =P!!
today my bubei come to my house~ finally she can come to find me n reli~~ very happy to meet her wakakaa xD but hor, she stil wan to help me pack room zZz my room..... hard to describe, i going to class abt 1 1/2 hours onli baz, she oso havent pack finish @@ nvmind i help her to pack oso, bt i wan pack myself geh ar.. reli mm hou yi shi wan ppl help me pack lolx but she go baz coz of some inconvinient, she wil baz at night, nw stil waiting + blogging lolx
Connection today reli.... bad for me, cant hav a constant ping "FPS" all the time, jz 小气 then go to do other else things no nid to use a stable connection lolx chatting wiv Shirley + wai kuan + cs teammate to pass time + doing assignment @@
i think tat's all for today gua, anything then i post again WAKAKAKAAa~~
让你受惊呀，害怕，
但确实解开了这一星期的绳结
起点再度开始，
风风雨雨在所不辞！
Omg today wake up too early.. actually my class is 10am bt i wake up at 8.20 ( thought is 9am gt class...) make me too tention abt it n rush to sch ahhhh zZz~~ havent finish the assignment for the calss yet.. stil gt few pages to do @@!! today jz finish dy 3-4 pages, 2-3 pages nid to go on, tmr onli continue, nw rest for blogging n waiting ~~~~ heheee =X
Wahh today finish dy major class, teacher is nt tat fiece n mayb im normal for tat dy lol recall baz tat last time i jz end class, nearly wan to cry coz of the strictness of it =.=!! finally finish 1 song for this week, next song is Polichinelle hav to go, come i wil defeat u!! LOL!! =P =P!!
today my bubei come to my house~ finally she can come to find me n reli~~ very happy to meet her wakakaa xD but hor, she stil wan to help me pack room zZz my room..... hard to describe, i going to class abt 1 1/2 hours onli baz, she oso havent pack finish @@ nvmind i help her to pack oso, bt i wan pack myself geh ar.. reli mm hou yi shi wan ppl help me pack lolx but she go baz coz of some inconvinient, she wil baz at night, nw stil waiting + blogging lolx
Connection today reli.... bad for me, cant hav a constant ping "FPS" all the time, jz 小气 then go to do other else things no nid to use a stable connection lolx chatting wiv Shirley + wai kuan + cs teammate to pass time + doing assignment @@
i think tat's all for today gua, anything then i post again WAKAKAKAAa~~
Monday, June 08, 2009
Start Blogging? o.o？？
它真的。。。不再“嘟嘟”的响起，
也不再打扰；
不再突然间的被它的铃声吓坏
也不再提心吊胆的接电话了
自己要求的，如愿以偿已经如愿以偿，真的会觉得好过些？
还是会困扰在之中？犹豫。。
Hmm tmr is 2nd times quiz for Intro. Music History.. bt i stil blur blur abt the whole topic n gonna memories which 1 zZz ohh swt @@!! hahaa i wil study it again b4 the quiz tmr (1.00pm), GAMBATEH!!!
Really, return to home is the best feeling to me. Parents gt "special" carez, gt special treat to me, special dishes, n oso dun forget, i hav to help dad to work oso aaaaa zZ @@!! Wakakaa but i can meet again my whole family + my bro who study at outstation ( Klang ) n he is holiday nw. We ply game together, work together + chit chat nonsense together lolx~ but reli, stil feel tat my sister is boring at home coz she is the onli girl in member, hmm gotta buy something for her? giv something to her? i wil look it on lOlx
okie end at here first, dun wanna slp late, after this nid to continue study + tmr 8.00am gt class @@!! AHhhhh stil cant get myself wake up tat early coz last sems the earliest class is 12.00pm T.T!! hw oso wanna force myself to wake, use 2 alarm clocks to wake aaaaaaaaa Let's Move to History Paper!!! xD!!
也不再打扰；
不再突然间的被它的铃声吓坏
也不再提心吊胆的接电话了
自己要求的，如愿以偿已经如愿以偿，真的会觉得好过些？
还是会困扰在之中？犹豫。。
Hmm tmr is 2nd times quiz for Intro. Music History.. bt i stil blur blur abt the whole topic n gonna memories which 1 zZz ohh swt @@!! hahaa i wil study it again b4 the quiz tmr (1.00pm), GAMBATEH!!!
Really, return to home is the best feeling to me. Parents gt "special" carez, gt special treat to me, special dishes, n oso dun forget, i hav to help dad to work oso aaaaa zZ @@!! Wakakaa but i can meet again my whole family + my bro who study at outstation ( Klang ) n he is holiday nw. We ply game together, work together + chit chat nonsense together lolx~ but reli, stil feel tat my sister is boring at home coz she is the onli girl in member, hmm gotta buy something for her? giv something to her? i wil look it on lOlx
okie end at here first, dun wanna slp late, after this nid to continue study + tmr 8.00am gt class @@!! AHhhhh stil cant get myself wake up tat early coz last sems the earliest class is 12.00pm T.T!! hw oso wanna force myself to wake, use 2 alarm clocks to wake aaaaaaaaa Let's Move to History Paper!!! xD!!
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